Sunday, June 27, 2010

time: 3.15 a.m.

Huh... it seems a donkey’s years that I haven’t update my blog due to my fully-occupied and packed schedule during my holidays.

Oh my God, it’s hard for me to sleep right now. insomnia? NO! so I decided to take my lappy and I am now typing this entry with uncomfortably condition and lights off. Then, I am mulling over on what had happened before and during my breaks, and reflecting all the returns of my deeds. Basically, I spent most of the time in IP and only will be at home during weekends and breaks. My routine activities remain unchanged everyday; lectures, assignments, presentations etc. I never expect my life at that time will became so harsh. Frankly, I do not really like the life in IP, when students are forced to do everything unamusing, instead of in IPTA when the undergraduates are enjoying their own ‘atmosphere’ as long as they have accomplish all the assignments and pass in their papers. Ah! Luckily, in my PISMP semester 1, I was involved in many activities; MPPB, Bina Insan Guru, Barnabas Camp, IPKS Silver Jubilee Celebration, Pidato Itegriti (Sabah Zone and National Level), BM Debate (Sabah Zone) and many more, in short I can’t list them all. And I just realized my PISMP semester 1 was just like a blink of an eye. After ended up my PISMP sem1 exam, the only hope that lines in my mind was just pass all papers and never expects to excel with flying colours. Huh!

The new chapter of my life starts again; PISMP Semester 2 awaits me. Regrettably, all PISMP students should register themselves on 28th June 2010 even though I am still drowning in the holiday’s mood. I had obtained my result 5 days ago. It is overdue to tell you about this. A little bit disappointed when my pointer is not that good compared to my PPISMP. Sometimes, I am feeling that I am dumb than my friends, this is because when I did the best, bad thing returns to me. I am starting devastated. But, I never take it seriously, because I know, before the exam, I didn’t put my full effort in my study plus I focused more on debate which was held a week before the exam at IPG Tawau. Nevertheless, I believe that everything happens for a reason, as God knows everything. I am thankful to God for getting the results; satisfy with what He has given to me. My hope is only doing better and more awesome than the past and let the experiences become the teacher of mine. As time goes by, I am feeling like I am getting old and old and old. Phew. Ultimately, I surely will ascertain that I will live my life to the fullest. =)

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